i don't know what made me wanting to start typing something in here again after such a long time. the urge to fill some things in this space has always been there, but forgotten soon afterwards. perhaps its this depressed feeling i'm having right now thats making me wanting to leave a mark somewhere on this (virtual) world.

one of my bunkmates would probably say that line to me: "stop trying to be special; i'm just another person in this vast world" or something along the line. i can't really remember the actual words. Or it could mean something totally different from what i remember and finally interpret as.

my short term memory and my inabilities to fully comprehend what others have said have caused lots of conflicts and misunderstandings with many people, especially my bunkmates back at camp.

lots have happened since my last post 2 years back. recent events has left me feeling depressed. or perhaps i have been running from this feelings all this while and they have finally caught up with me.

Labels: emo

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